feeling suicidal

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So, I’m feeling really suicidal. I’m trying to hold out until next Thursday when I see my therapist, because she’s the only one who can do anything about it. The facility where I live won’t do anything but put me on one to one with a security guardI’m trying to hold out until I can go to my college for my placement test on Tuesday. Hoping I can hold out that long… My alters are very angry right now. The little ones are upset and crying, and the teenagers are also upset… I don’t know what to do.

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