suicidal….

So, I’m really suicidal right now. I just want to die… I just want all this pain to end. I can’t call a crisis line or the staff here will take away my phone… So, I’m kind of stuck. Amilia really wants to cut… We have things we could use…. If I were going to kill myself, I would use an extention cord to hang myself. Other alter’s feelings are filtering to me. My littles are upset and crying, and my teenagers are also upset. I had about thirty more alters introduce themselves to me. I’m up to 50 now. This is getting so overwhelming. I ust wish I knew what to do about all of this.

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