So, I’ve been in the hospitalsince last night…. I came in because of suicidal thoughts. I still want to die but that ‘s beside the point. Amilia really wants to die…. She just can’t handle life…. I just wish I knew what to do. I want to go to a place that specializes in trauma… I thi k that would be my best way to heal… I hate the dissociation.. I hate the fear… I just hate it all. Staff brought up my laptop this morning because with a note from the doctor, I can use my laptor.
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