So, I’m frustrated. We were supposed to go and get government cell phones today twice, but found out that the person who’s getting them for us isn’t coming until next week. Also, people are telling me that my story of ritual abuse was for attention and that there’s no way I could have a hundred alters. I had to drop my college classes because the teachers were using visual content in their classes. I also got told by my crisis text line trainer that I had to drop out of training because their stuff wasn’t accessible with screen readers. So now, I have nothing to do. Hoping my alters don’t start acting out. I’m just so depressed and angry…..
i think your bpd is the main issue not did or ritual abuse. you need to work on the bpd stuff in order to get well. if you dont you’ll only go around in circles.
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I know. sometimes it’s not me that feel suicidal but other alters. Their feelings filter to me.
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