Tired of waking up from nightmares at night and during the day hey, it’s Amelia, and I am very alone right now. thoughts of suicide keep crossing my mind, and it makes me feel even Thoughts of suicide keep crossing my mind, and it makes me feel even worse. Sometimes, I think, if I were dead, things would be easier. The host has no clue that I’m feeling this way. sometimes, I think it’s better to keep my feelings to myself than to tell anyone about them. I just need someone to talk to. If anyone is available, please comment.