I’m doing okay today. Alters are still suicidal. I don’t know what to do about that. I spoke with my insurance company, and they’re going Call me when the authorizations through. I slept for about an hour today without having nightmares, so I guess that’s a win. He wants to write a post, but I don’t know what she wants to write. Amelia. I wish I could communicate with my alters better. Not being able to communicate frustrating. I don’t know what to do about everything. I hope everything works out in the end. I’m hoping that next hospitalization will fix some things. I know it’s not good to be a cure-all.