Feeling low could really use support

So everything just keeps getting worse and worse and worse. I’ve lost 40 pounds in the last two months because of my eating disorder. Hospitals keep deflecting us. Don’t know how to live on her own. Really really anxious and afraid. Little’s are crying and teens want to die. Our biological mom found this on YouTube and commented on one of our videos. Don’t really know what to do to keep her from finding us she seems to find us no matter where we are. I just don’t know what to do. On Medicaid which doesn’t cover eating disorder treatment. Found out that meds are being stockpiled again. Haven’t slept since Thursday morning. If anyone’s around please comment

7 Replies to “Feeling low could really use support”

    1. Was just in last week for psych at a facility and was supposed to get a dietary consult but never did. Got out of there on Thursday and came back to my apartment. Went to the ER last night told them what was going on even about the altar is being suicidal and now me being suicidal and the eating disorder issues and they still sent me back home. They said they couldn’t admit me again because I just got out

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  1. I hope that you can find some help with the eating disorder symptoms. Maybe the possibility of a self-help book or two or looking at the eating disorder recovery page on the internet. Jut a suggestion.


  2. You will be okay, just keep reminding yourself of that, this is part of your journey and dealing with these issues will make you stronger. I can relate to some of your feelings. I hope things can get better for you!


  3. I saw you started following me and said maybe we can help you. I have DID too. I also have my BS in Christian counseling and MA in Counseling because I felt that I needed a degree to help others like us but I should have listened to my counselor, who told me that my experience and the Lord giving me the destiny that I will be helping others was all that I needed. I’m not integrated and don’t plan on being integrated, but the Father has told me that He can use me regardless. You can email me or comment more on my blog. I’m praying for you. Hang in there. Lisa Joy


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