what to do?

So, Amilia doesn’t speak after a doctor told her she was not real. She has been leaving notes for me on my computer telling me how she wants to kill herself. She keeps overdosing on meds. The hospital keeps sending us home because they don’t know what to do for us. My new nickname for me is human pincushion. We’ve had two overdoses in the last three days. My alters can communicate with me, but I can’t speak back to them. Also, they will intentionally keep things from me to keep me from knowing them. I don’t know how to stop this, but I’m afraid that if we don’t do something soon, we’re all going to end u[ dead….

Tags {alters, DID, dissociative identity disorder, crisis, overdose, suicide, suicidal, hospital, trauma, triggers, medications}

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