HI, IT’S AMILIA, AND I JUST WANT TO FUCKING DIE. I KNOW WE TAKE A HEART MEDICATION AND THAT IF WE TAKE ALL OF IT WWE WILL DIE. I KNOW THAT EVEN IF WE GET TO THE HOSPITAL, THEY WONT ADMIT US BECAUSE THIS HAS HAPPENED THREE TIMES BEFORE, AND THEY JUST KEPT SENDING US HOME. I DONT SPEAK SO ITS HARD FOR ME TO COMMUNICATE TO THE STAFF BECAUSE THEY SAY THAT NONE OF THEM KNOW SIGN LANGUAGE. PLUS, WHEN WE WENT IN THIS LAST TIME THE STAFF SAID RUDE THINGS AS WE WERE BEING WHEELED INTO THE ER LIKE OH NO NOT HER AGAIN……. JUST CANT DO THIS ANYMORE. THE MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS DONT CARE.
living life to the fullest with dissociative identity disorder and other mental illnesses
hugs. sorry you feel so alone. you cant keep taking overdoses though. that wont get you anywhere.
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