HI, IM EMIE AND IM 13. IM FAT!!!!!!! WHY DID RAY HAVE TO EAT THAT PIZZA!!!!! I HAVE TO STARVE AND PURGE!!!! I HATE THE WAY I LOOK. I WANT TO LOSE AND LOSE THE WEIGHT… I HATE BEING FAT!!!!!! NO ONE THINKS WE ARE SICK ENOUGH FOR ED TREATMENT.
EMAI
living life to the fullest with dissociative identity disorder and other mental illnesses
I hope that somehow you’re able to get ED treatment soon. This sounds like it’s hurting so much.
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Aw darling, sorry to hear this. I have struggled with ED for a loooong time. Something i try to soothe myself with after eating a “bad food” is that 300 calories of chocolate or pizza or bread is no different to 300 calories of fruit or yoghurt. a calorie is a calorie and one meal (or one slice of pizza) will not make you fat. i hope you were able to handle the purge urges without acting on them x
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