Good morning

So, how is everyone doing today? We’re doing ok today. Still feeling suicidal though, but we’ll have to make the best of it. Have to fake it till we make it. All I know is that I can’t keep going like this. We’re continuing to lose weight. Not sure how much longer I can keep doing this. I just feel so alone. I could really use a friend. Just feeling really defeated. I want to cut. I’ve never done that before. T’i always been Amilia. Not sure why I want to do it. Does this mean I’m a failure? I hate myself. I don’t want to live. My mood is all over the place. I hate this. I hope this insurance says yes. I really really hope they do.

Ray

3 Replies to “Good morning”

  1. I hope the insurance will help and that will make you feel better, it’s definitely time for you to get the help you need. No, you’re not a failure. Struggling isn’t something equal with failing. And even cutting isn’t equal with failing. It just means you don’t have any other way of helping yourself and that people around you don’t seem to be supportive. Hugs.

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