aunt or abuser *TW*

Trigger warning: abuse *TW* sexual abuse read at your own risk

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its emmie.

i really hate to remember this, but our aunt who is a year older than us abused me when i was 11. our grandparents didnt do anything about it. they just let it happen, and when i tried to tell my grandparents, they didn’t believe me. she did really bad stuff to me. she made me touch her…. and…. other stuff. it was awfull. why did this stuff have to happen? the memories are to much!! she gave me food or not when i did what she said. Sometimes, when i was eating, she took my plate out from under my fork and my fork just hit the table. i don’t like to hold forks now for that reason. and our grandma would hit the backs of my knuckles with a wooden spoon when she saw me eating with my hands when we were still learning to use a fork and spoon. All this conbined with the cult stuff makes me not want to touch food. i don’t feel safe to process this stuff because Lily is so far away. Sorry to dump all this on you.

Emmie

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