Trigger warning:c eating disordered behaviors
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really struggling today.
i want a banana, but my brain says no to even that. it’s just a banana!!! dang it!!! ugh!!! why can’t i just enjoy a freaking banana??? I just don’t get it? I know it’s a fruit high in calories, but what the hell? What has my brain come to? I just want to eat!!!!! I hate fighting this battle!! Maybe it’s another alter not wanting it?? Emmie maybe?? Programming maybe?
Ray
