Trigger warning eating disorder
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hi everyone, it’s emmie. i hate food. i hate it. i hate it. i dont deserve it!!!! trauma sucks!!! memories, oh how i hate them!!! the only way i can stop them is to not eat!!! ugh!!! i hate this!!!! any words of advice?
emmie
Hi Emmie, how does not eating make the memories stop? Maybe you could write more about that so your host could understand better. Hugs during this hard time.
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It numbs my emotions.
Emmie
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That’s understandable. It makes me feel sad though because some emotions are good. And also emotions can help us heal. I know it’s hard when you’ve been so hurt. I hope you can cuddle a big toy and feel safe holding it.
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Thank you. I just want to be helped. I feel so alone.
Emmie
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I know. You’ve been hurt so that’s understandable. Cuddly toys are the best to help keep you company! I have furry dogs too so they help me and I have heaps of toys to sleep with. My parts love them. 🤓
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We have a stuffed doggy.
Emmie
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The best! We’ve got an elephant, a dog and lion and a penguin and a leopard
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We need more stuffies!!!
Emmie
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Yep! They make you feel less alone for sure! I’m going to go to sleep now. I hope you don’t mind Emmie, but I’m going to pray for beautiful safe angels to guard and protect you. Good night!!
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Thank you so so much!!! Youâre so so sweet!!!
Love you.
Emmie
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