from Dana TW food

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hi im Dana. i dont like food in the tummy. i dont like to be full. i get flashbacks of the bad stuff when im full. i dont like it. i feel like im back there again…. i dont even want to think about it.

Dana 11

feeling overwhelmed (trauma) from Ray trigger warning

Trigger warning: abuse

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just feeling very overwhelmed right now. Trauma sucks and getting new memories…. i don’t need this right now. The only way i know to make them stop is to not eat, and then we just had the whole thing where Lily and us feel stuck in therapy. This hearing can’t come soon enough. Ugh, I hate this!!! wish Lily weren’t so far away.

Ray

plans for therapy

Hello,

So Lily and i have decided to do therapy once every other week over the phone because we are not able to get do therapy affectively because we are not at the appropriate level of care. Lily is calling Clourtney to talk to her because Meridian isn’t accepting her diagnosis, and it is also bordering on abusive for Courtney to call and say they have answers when they clearly do not. It is so unbelieveably hard on our body to travel two hours there and back every week in our malnourished state and having EDS. Hope everyone is on board with this.

Ray