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Hi its Emmie. I hate food. I hate eating. I hate what it does to my body. I hate the memories of the stuff that was done to me. I want the body to look like me, like a 12-year-old. I don’t want to lose weight to be thin, I want the memories to stop. I don’t think I deserve food. What was done to me, hurts… like crazy… the memories are a lot. Ugh!! Do people get this? It’s not an eating disorder, it’s a trauma symptom. Maybe im overthinking this.
Emmie
Definitely trauma symptoms Emmie. It’s a response.
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Thanks for reading.
Love Emmie
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Eating disorders are rarely about food. Come to think of it, the people I know who recovered, it was about the food, or stress, or mood regulation, or whatever.
Me: trauma, and as you said,
you: trauma.
Unfortunately, people around us only see the food, or lack there of.
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