from Emmie TW eating issues

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Hi its Emmie. I hate food. I hate eating. I hate what it does to my body. I hate the memories of the stuff that was done to me. I want the body to look like me, like a 12-year-old. I don’t want to lose weight to be thin, I want the memories to stop. I don’t think I deserve food. What was done to me, hurts… like crazy… the memories are a lot. Ugh!! Do people get this? It’s not an eating disorder, it’s a trauma symptom. Maybe im overthinking this.

Emmie

3 Replies to “from Emmie TW eating issues”

  1. Eating disorders are rarely about food. Come to think of it, the people I know who recovered, it was about the food, or stress, or mood regulation, or whatever.
    Me: trauma, and as you said,
    you: trauma.
    Unfortunately, people around us only see the food, or lack there of.

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