just my thoughts
hi everyone,
My name is Chasity. i’m 15. I don’t know why i’m stuck out, but here i am. so i thought i’d say a little about me. i love pop music. i love the color hot pink, and i love to sing. What do you all like to do?
Chasity
MEET CIELLA
Here’s my latest YouTube video. Hope you enjoy!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sol41FJ9UhI
Ciella
[categories my YouTube videos, dissociative identity disorder, personal]
Ciella in therapy
Hi everyone,
It’s Ciella.
So Friday in therapy, Lily was talking to me on Zoom, a video conferencing platform, and she saw our shirt, and she thought it said allergic to Mommys, but it said allergic to mornings. I pointed this out to her, and she said, “well, guess I have bad eyesight,” and I said, “not as bad as mine.” We laughed for like 5 minutes straight. It was hilarious. We love her so much!
Just thought you could use a laugh for the day. 😊
from Emmie TW eating issues
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Hi its Emmie. I hate food. I hate eating. I hate what it does to my body. I hate the memories of the stuff that was done to me. I want the body to look like me, like a 12-year-old. I don’t want to lose weight to be thin, I want the memories to stop. I don’t think I deserve food. What was done to me, hurts… like crazy… the memories are a lot. Ugh!! Do people get this? It’s not an eating disorder, it’s a trauma symptom. Maybe im overthinking this.
Emmie
treatment…. never happening…. trigger swear word
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So, I called a few places to plead my case and to ask if they had financial assistance, and told them we had a state based medical program, and you know what they said? They said that since we had and qualified for state insurance programs, we didn’t qualify for their financial assistance program even though our insurance didn’t cover their program. What a load of crap!!! So because of my economic status, we can’t get treatment, because we’re not privelleged enough to be upper-class citizens of America. Ugh!! Damn it!!!
Ray
Opening a gift from an amazing friend
OPENING A GIFT FROM a FRIEND / / CANDY FROM IRELAND??
Ray
WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE WITHOUT MY PROSTHETICS
Ray
our latest video
Ray
A SLEEPY LACEY
HI EVERYONE IT’s LACEY. I’m VERY VERY Tired. I’m TRYING TO STAY AWAKE. IT’s REALLY HARD. THINK I MIGHT JUST SUCCUMB TO SLEEP. THINK I NEED IT. CAN’t KEEP MY EYES OPEN. GOODNIGHT WORLD.
LACEY