CHALLENGED MYSELF TODAY AND SUCCEEDED!!!!!

TRIGGER WARNING: TALK OF FOOD

Sso just ordered from papa johns. I ordered a chocolate chip brownie with caramel seasalt icing and some cheese sticks. I deserve food. I deserve to eat. I deserve nourishment. My body deserves it. It may not be the healthiest, but at least it’s food. I’m proud of myself!!!!

Ray

going to beat this eating disorder!!!!!

Xo today, I had an ice cream sandwich because I wanted it!!!! I would normally deny my body this pleasure, but I don’t want to live like this anymore. I want to recover!!!! I think 17 years is long enough to deal wit hthis illness. Now hopefully, I can get the alters to be on board with this to. If you’re reading this and you suffer from an eating disorder, just know that you are not alone, and you are perfect just the way you are. You don’t need to change your weight to be beautiful. You deserve food, and your body needs nourishment. If you need someone to talk to, you can email me at

Rayette.rucker23

Ray