TW TRAUMA AND MEMORIES.
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HI EVERYONE,
I HATE TRAUMA MEMORIES. THEY REALLY SUCK. I HATE THINKING ABOUT ALL OF IT. THE MEMORIES ARE TO GRAPHIC TO TALK ABOUT ON HERE. I JUST FEEL ALONE WITH THEM, AND IT IS NOT FUN. IS ANYONE AROUND? COULD REALLY USE SOME SUPPORT.
MYRA
me wants choclate
me wants choclate but it makes our tummy hurt. me really really wants choclate!!!! not fair! why tumy hav to be hurting? why jus why?Lila
Brave
Trigger warning: trauma
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We are all so brave. We survived so so much. We are all shining lights for the rest of the world. Our scars make us beautiful. They tell our story, but they don’t define where we came from. Our scars make us beautiful.
Ray
Trigger warning medical
TW medical . . . . . . . So, I spoke to Alsana today, and they do not take people with feeding tubes. They said if i got a feeding tube, I would need a higher level of care. I also spoke to Eating Recovery Center, and they said that they do feeding tubes on a short-term basis. So, basically, if I needed a feeding tube long-term because of gastroparesis, no place would accept me. So once again, we don’t fit into a box of criteria. So why even try to get into treatment? Also, Medicaid is coming up with a list of places they believe will meet my needs, and they are giving that to Meridian next week, so we don’t even get a choice in the places they choose. Everything just feels out of my control!!! Eating disorder programs don’t understand chronic illness, and I was even told by Alsana that in eating disorder treatment programs, you have to eat food, and if I went there, they would need a menu of foods from my GI team that I could eat, because i couldn’t have a tube during programming. The thing is, I can’t take the only motility med they prescribe which is Reglin. She also said that people on feeding tubes are just existing, not living. I’m half tempted to ask Megan to stop pursuing the eating disorder treatment. Ray
Just because you’re on vacation TW trauma
Trigger warning: trauma
new kitty!!
We are getting a new ESA kitty. His name is Eden. He is soooo cute!!! We are in California now, but we have just ordered all his kitty things!! Can’t wait to meet you again Eden!!
Ray
from Lilianna food TW
Trigger warning: foodt
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hi everyone, i hate food, it causes me so much pain. i hate it i hate it. i hate being in so much pain physically. i hate our achy joints. i feel like my body is punnishing me for doing what im supposed to, which is eat. ugh!!!
Lilianna
from Lilianna a teen part TW
Trigger warning: trauma and PTSD
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Hi its Lilianna. im 13. i hate trauma. i hate remembering. i hate flashbacks. i know we need to weigh more. i know we are to thin. i dont know how to help with stuff. i am just not sure how to stay out of the memories.
Lilianna
Frustrations with the healthcare system
MEET CIELLA
Here’s my latest YouTube video. Hope you enjoy!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sol41FJ9UhI
Ciella
[categories my YouTube videos, dissociative identity disorder, personal]