me no lik bad dreems. day not be gud. i hate dem. no want dem to hapen agin. me no wanna be scard.
hi its emmie. im sad today. why cant i just be me? i hate switching. why cant i have some control? just feels like im falling apart.
so, it me Amythist, and i be cunfused. R therpist mak me feel bad. He say kids no rite from rong no matr wat day be tot. i cunfused cuz da bad peopl tels me ta do deese things and den he tel me dat i have choice. I no know how ta feel. Feel lik i not have a choice cuz of the programin stuf. Me no know wat ta do.
It me Athena and I wanna know how erbody is doin. Love all u lovly people. All you are nice.
Athena age 6
So its Rayette, and im just feeling like total crap. Weve had five suicide attempts in the past month no make that six. We keep going to the hospital for help after each attempt, but they keep sending us home. Dealing with programming stuff and feeling very triggered and alone. Just need a friend. Just want to die!!!!!!!!! There are alters who have plans that they feel like they have to go through with them because of the programming… Someone please talk to us!!!!!!!!!! Just want to end it all!!!!!!!
aAMILIA HEND I JUST CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE….. JUST WANT TO CUT…. FUCK LIFE…. JUST WANT THE MEMORIES AND STUFF TO STOP.
NO ONE WILL TAKE THE TIME TO JUST TALK TO ME BECAUSE I DON’T SPEAK. I TYPE, THAT’S HOW I COMMUNICATE. WHY BOTHER TO TRY ANYMORE…. THE HOSPITAL CAN’T DO ANYMORE FOR US. WE LEFT THE LIVING WITH DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER GROUP BECAUSE THEY WANT TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR EVERYTHING…… JUST WANT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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